Horrid

H O R R I D

that is what I am and the way I do things.

I am a horrible person, things I do are always horrendous.

My life is just horrid.

Everyday, it seems like I'm falling deeper into this hell-hole. Hating every single thing about my life when I should be enjoying. I hate people. I hate me. I hate everything.

And URGH, so far away from him now and we don't talk anymore... Sigh.

Stupid bitch too, I'll wipe that smug smile off your fucking fat face.

Sometimes I wonder if people notice truly how much I am hurting and hating life.

Then again, I'm useless, worthless and can't get anything right so fuck it. I shall die alone in my own little misery.

Abrupt end.