30feathers

Hello there!

Urgh im not going to act cheery and all. I know that's in my personality and all, but what's the point of acting cheery and all when i am actually not. 

I feel the need to explain my blog and all, basically a proper introduction like all my other blogs that i fail to keep.

BUT I AM DETERMINED TO KEEP WRITING IN THIS BLOG(hopefully)

Enough of all this crap talking lets get on with the proper introduction.

1. I created this blog for the sole purpose of pouring out my feelings because i am a loner and i have no one to talk to, or at least people will think i am crazy and all.

2. I have an eating disorder, hence if you are easily triggered please do not read my blog at all.

3. I DO NOT GLAMOURISE EATING DISORDER OR AM PRO-ED. 

As mentioned i am here to pour out my feelings. 

4. What written here shall remain here, please i do not wish my blog to be exposed to unnecessary people that will bullshit me and bring me down. As if i don't hate myself enough.

5. If you want to scold me or insult me, this is not the place to, kindly get out of my blog because i write to express not impress.

Ok, i dont think this exactly is an introduction, but good enough to get my points across i hope.

I feel like the reasons my other blogs were unsuccessful is because i was blogging to impress and well i couldn't express my ed thoughts in the fear of triggering people.

WHY 30FEATHERS

30feathers is my tumblr url, you can go follow it if you want *warning-please do not go if you are easily triggered or am recovering* 

Tumblr is a place for me to look at thinspos and motivate myself and write. But i feel like tumblr aint a good enough place for me to rant because well it doesn't look that good to have a whole pile of word vomit amongst the thinspos right?

So my blog, being affiliated to my tumblr is for me to word vomit. There will be close to no pictures or very little pictures, if you wish to see pictures you can click on the bar on the left and it will navigate you to my tumblr. I would also most probably link my tumblr at the very end of my blog too.

Yes i know i know, stop bullshitting about my blog and tumblr you want to know the reason behind the name, patience is virtue my dears. You have made it here so i shall share.

30 represents the weight i want to be, 30kg. Feathers represent how i aspire to be like a feather, thin, light, floating around and so fragile. I didn't want to have skins, bones, weight, thin in the name because that is so mainstream hence i chose 30feathers. However i think most would be shock to see some mentally crazed girl when they come to my tumblr or blog.

Well i think i am done with my crapping or introduction.

I will post more about myself in my next post aka my ed journey and stats.

So glad i created a blog for it is the only place where ill be able to share my stats and thoughts without people knowing me. 

on a side note, i ate in the morning and i managed to purge out some so yayyy. Ran out of laxatives, am going to go out to get more after my phone is fully charged.

I hereby also promise that i will blog every single day no matter how busy i am or how short the post will be. 

You painted roses in my heart,

daisies in my mind,

lilies in my eyes

and let them all to die there

-taken from tumblr

MY TUMBLR <-click to be directed