I have no fucking control
Just as things go well, I lose it. I start eating so much and gaining back all the weight that I have successfully been losing.
Back up at 38.+kg. fuck.
TOMORROW I WILL START AGAIN, I WILL GO BACK TO MY RESTRICTIVE DIET.
Will be 35kg by January no matter what.
Best of course would be if I could be lesser.
I hope everything gets better and I STOP EATING. Gona go tumlring everytime I wana eat. Promise to myself and no more than 500kcal a days
P.S i haven't been exercising:( will start exercising again ASAP!!!!!!
Better post soon.
Abrupt end. Extremely hate myself for having no control.
Fuck, I will get back my control!!!!
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